SORRY AVANTHIKA

I am sorry, I never realized that you felt that way, but now I realized that I felt the same way about you on last Friday. I know, I'm a jerk and I can understand where you are coming from...I never told this to anyone, I have a personality known as "Logical Personality". That means I give importance to reasoning and situation more than ethics and values. I took like 10 personality tests and all of them told the same thing about me. When a celebrity dies on TV, I say to my father "He's already dead, what's there to watch about him? You're definitely going to read about this in news paper anyway so, let me watch something productive instead.". I mean that doesn't mean I don't have feelings though. I'm not a complete robot, but sometimes I think I AM one. as I said I lost three GF's in last two years and I can see why, It's cause I was never serious about anything, but I think I'm different now. I really am changed now. Ever since last 6 months I'm completely changed and I started caring for people and started to focus on person's positives than negatives. I don't know if I'm being complicated or boring at this point, but the fact that I created this blog to apologize to you definitely means that I care about people's feelings now. Sure, I didn't answer the calls and texts, but still I care about how bad you fell. 

                                             Will You Forgive Me??

(Haha, this shit sounds like a very bad love letter, but still I thought this was a good way, thanks for understanding.)